Thanks for posting. You are so young! Do something now so you don't drink away the decades. It isn't that difficult to drink for 10 years. Then you turn around and see where you have been and can't get that time back.
There was a comedian back a long time ago. He drank his entire life. I've been told that he said this not too long before he died. His name was WC Fields.
"You know, I'd like to see how I would've made out without liquor."
I think about this often. I am in my mid thirties. I don't want to look back in my 60s or 70s and wonder what my life would have been like without alcohol.
One day at a time I can live a life of sobriety.