Originally Posted by
Red79 It's hard to admit, honestly. For me, the proof is in the pudding. I mean, you get to a point where you can't mess up anymore and live happily. Alcohol masks things I don't want to deal with, so I drink. The unmanageable part is that when I do something stupid BECAUSE of alcohol, I drink more to cover the shame of whatever I did. That's a problem.
Don't get me wrong, I can stop after I start a lot of the time. Drinking until I pass out isn't every time. The point is those things happen AT ALL. It shows the alcohol is controlling me, not the other way around.
So how are you going to take back control of your life?