Originally Posted by
leh22 
I know i am an alcoholic, but I want to still believe I can occassionally drink on trips or at celebratory moments. Does that mean I haven;t really accepted that I am alcoholic.?
I don't think you have to accept you are an alcoholic to quit. I think you do have to accept you can never drink again.
Anything short of
never is delusion.
Welcome, and good luck.