Nothing will stop you from drinking unless you want to stop. All the outside help in the world won't do a darn thing unless you are willing to put forth real effort to quit.
The fact that you are posting shows that a part of you does want to quit. Keep listening to that part of you. That is the real you. That is the you that knows what you are doing is wrong. The part that knows it could be a better parent/citizen/employee etc if only you quit the booze.
It is possible to stop drinking, but you have to want sobriety more than you want the drink.