Like others have said, hating yourself is pretty futile and it's likely to put you one step closer to a drink WWG.
Use that energy though - you have a week now til the next game - find support, build a support network, make plans for your recovery to remain intact next weekend -
now.
You can enjoy the game just as much sober...but you'll never know unless you give it a go.
and - no offense to anyone - but to me drinking NA beer was like feeding your ravenous dingo pitbull cross kibble...
it might keep him quiet for a while, but it won't hold him forever.
I think, if you're going to make changes in your life WWG, make them.
Just do it, man
Don't be afraid of change - cos change will get you to where you want to be
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