Welcome to our recovery community...
Yes I do remember when my drinking made me feel remorse and guilt. I too was a blackout drinker....and got myself in all sorts of dangerous situations with scummy people.
It's a wonder I was not murdered...
Once I quit drinking...the blackouts stopped immediately
as did the risky
behavior. The remorse and guilt I learned to deal
with by useing the AA Steps and staying away from alcohol.
I do hope you are heading into a sober future...it's really in your
best interest to do so...
