Originally Posted by
kelle96 
Really this whole week feels temporary - like I am just seeing how long I can go without a drink - I feel like I don't realistically think I won't drink again... Is that wrong?
Wow, Kelle, you hit the nail on the head for me with this. I feel the same way and I didn't realize it until you said it. That being said, I also hope that as more time passes, I will stop thinking that way and start thinking in a healthier way. "Fake it 'til you make it," right? So I will continue to do what I know is right (which included a mad dash in and out of the grocery store today because I was afraid a bottle of booze would pour itself down my throat or something) and I will eventually get through a day without thinking about drinking. Day 10 here. I don't feel like starting over.