If you haven't lost absolutely everything you value in life... keep drinking... you most certainly will.
Sorry to hear about your situation. It describes what has happened to most of us. Some of us were mean drunks, some sloppy drunks, some high functioning drunks, and so on, but the common thread that links us all together is the fact that we're drunks.
I suggest AA, mostly because I know it worked for me. There's also AVRT and SMART and a few others.These weren't around when I got sober so I know next to nothing abou them. Others here do. Whatever you choose though, commit to it. Do whatever the program tells you to do. It won't be easy, but I've found that nothing in life that's worth having IS easy
Keep in touch here at SR. There's a whole huge lot of individuals that can help.