(((hrtbroken))) - Welcome to SR, though I'm sorry for what has brought you here. When I first got here (after about 2 years of lurking), I kept reading and reading. Found out I'm not alone in loving an A (addict). I'm also a recovering addict (RA), so have been on both sides of the addiction fence.
SR has been a HUGE part of both my recoveries - the drugs and codependency.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy