Originally Posted by
FenwayFaithful 
I'm sure I was asking for it and it's not his fault, it's my own. I act like a sl** when I drink and will straight up tell a guy I want to f*** him when I would NEVER do that sober.
Fenway, I am not an alcoholic but my exBF is. He used to go to bars, get blackout drunk, and get robbed and beaten by other men.
It is NOT your fault for what happened and you weren't asking for it, no matter what you said to this man. The fact of the matter is, any decent human being would have realized you were intoxicated and helped you home. And then left.
Please do not feel ashamed. Shame won't help you, and you don't deserve it. Everyone, alcoholic or not, makes mistakes. You have a right to hold your head up high like every other person on this earth. (((((HUGS)))))