Great post! I'm experiencing the same thing, have to remind myself of why I'm here. You do get into a routine where it seems to feel easier, and then you feel like it's not as big of an issue as you thought. Keeping the focus is so important. I have reminders of how bad things can get as I work at a bar part time. I see people with health issues and duis each week so it helps to keep me looking at the big picture.