DA: I echo everything Dee said. Congratulations for living in a sober house! You sooo
deserve that inner and outer freedom. I am glad that chaosmaker is gone from your life.
You are to be commended for giving up alcohol and allowing yourself to "let it go" so you can move on to face these other struggles. Sometimes it takes awhile till we can really accept that we deserve a life free of inner chaos. It feels alien and frightening at times. But we do deserve it and so do you.
You are moving in the right direction! I hope you keep posting.