day 19 for hubby and me! he works at a liqour store and tonight he asked "just for tonight". I was at the store close by and almost got sick to my stomach and tears of fear. I texted him back no. He replied i will be ok. I told him I am so sorry he's in the middle of a candy store be strong and that i loved him. We came out at the same time and we hugged and from there went home and enjoyed dinner together.