Threshold, That is some powerful stuff. Growing up I always said I never wanted to be like my dad, an alcoholic himself putting my mom and us, his kids, through so much pain. Here I am. I have caused the one I love pain, and if she or I leave her, I hope the road of recovery will be well for her. But really, I just want to repay her ten times over for what she has done for me... actually even if we did breakup I would still send her checks in the mail as the least I could do for her
Thank you for your input, although its not my thread I learned from it, and from you.