I agree with her having issues, am I holding on to false hope or can people really change? I've put so much love into this relationship and just keep getting dissed it seems. The thing is that she claims she loves me and cares about me so much but admits she has a drinking problem and needs help. Feelin pretty sad about the whole thing although, I've been here before with her. So I'm not truly shocked that she has done this again. She says she wants to get sober and wants to go to aa, and asked me if I would go with her..I of course said I would, and be her support definately..I feel like a pushover tho cause I've always taken her back after these dramatic scenarios that develop from her drinking. I'm scared she may only stay sober for a short time just to relapse once I've forgive and forget .....AGain.
I know its my choice if I want to go another 4years dealing with this type of stuff, I just feel torn because of my heart. My head says run, and my heart keeps fighting.