Tricky nature of this addiction crap
I went to two AA meetings last week and then drank again. Didn't drink last night and went to my first women's only AA meeting tonight. I enjoyed it, was able to relax a little. Then on my way home, a friend texted me asking me to meet him for a drink and saying he knew I'd say no and that he hated himself for asking. I freaked out and texted him back to say I couldn't meet him but then I was so stressed by it all, I bought a bottle of wine and drank it at home by myself. **** this ****, so full of self loathing right now. When will enough be enough?