[QUOTE=pauladmits;3552326]I didn't resist once again.
I feel in control and out of control at the same time. I just love the people I meet here that PM me and talk to me and just encourage me.....
There is nothing stopping anyone from being who they want to be! QUOTE]
Perhaps the people here at SR trying to encourage you to gain some control would love to read that you DID RESIST? Perhaps ALCOHOL IS STOPPING YOU from being who you want to be?
Being newly sober since January, if I did not have the resolve I do today through listening, learning, and putting into action what the wise and caring people here at SR (those who have walked many a mile way ahead of me on this path) have shared with me, I would be more than tempted to pick up and sip up after reading your escapades. We are all fragile. We are all trying in ernest to stay stopped. I cannot in good conscience feed into this thread again. Good luck with whatever you are trying to accomplish. May you find peace.