Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!
My sponsor keeps telling me to be in my Higher Power's will and that I must really KNOW IT, know the answer and know the path HE wants for me. And, until that time I just keep working my recovery and waiting for HP's guidance. I am not stressing anymore, I am patiently waiting on HP to send me that message. My prayer every day is this, "HP, whatever your plans are for my marriage, please reveal them to me so that I may be in your will. Give me peace to accept where my life is now and wisdom to plan accordingly." That's it, and I pray it multiple times a day along with the serenity prayer. Being in limbo is sometimes a great place to be because HP can guide you through your recovery and gives me the tools I will need in the future. Whether my marriage lives or dies, my life will still continue on and I need to keep working a program of recovery for me so that I heal myself and become a strong independent woman who knows what she wants and what she deserves out of life.