Originally Posted by
ready4change12 
I think deep down I always knew that I couldn't drink. I am just admitting it to myself now. Its hard, I am happy to have found somewhere to come for support.
That was the same for me....I knew for years that I should stop...But denial was my friend. It was a real relief for me to finally admit it honestly to myself...It got easier to fix it after that....I'm glad you are here.