"He is just tired from working so hard"
"This is the last time I am covering for him"
"If he uses one more time I am out"
"He wants to be sober cuz he loves us"
"He was abused as a child. Just cuz he gets high once and a while doesn't mean he will never stop using, its hard for him"
"I know if I do everything he will have no stress therefore he won't use"
"I know if I do nothing he will be so busy he won't have time to use"
"Maybe I will quit my job then he would get sober"
"I'm too hard on him, he hit me cuz he was coming down. If I would have given him the money I had hidden for rent he would not have hit me. Totally my fault this time"
My most recent "He has been clean for 50 some days. He has no reason to lie anymore"
And even now he still lied to me. Asked if he wanted to go to waterpark with me and the kids, yesterday he said yes. Then I called him today at 10am he was still asleep and said no he can't cuz he has an appointment at 1pm. Information he could have told me yesterday. Another let down for my babies. Moving out of state now and taking kids with me. Filling for divorce in this next month and lawyer says go for soul custody. Wish me luck.