Paxil suicide risks affect adults, report says. - Aug. 22, 2005
This is so hard to read. But my addiction is a feisty one as well. It's taken YEARS of BS for me to detach, keep my head down and work to get out. No entanglements.
You'll sort it out on your own, but if you want a hint about your situation, I can say he's an egomaniac, abusive, crapsack.