Originally Posted by hypochondriac

Hey Babycat,

Why were you admitted to hospital? If you don't mind me asking...

I quit for health reasons. I just got back from a party where I knew that had I been drinking I would have behaved with more dignity than the other drinkers there. I wondered for a minute why should I quit? I'm more responsible than them, I would never drink and drive, or act stupid... and maybe there is a possibility I wouldn't carry on drinking the next day... I don't know.

But really the fact that after a few months sober I am trying to think of reasons why I can drink is really really worrying. Why can't I stay sober? My motivation in a way when I feel like that is to just stay sober and see what happens. Sometimes I don't see a really good reason to give up completely but then what is the reason I need to drink? I plan on giving sobriety a better chance x