My youngest daughter is now 25, she is watching her friends getting married, and starting families, and I know it tugs at her heart, as currently she is not in a relationship. I would like to share with you what I keep reminding her.
"There is nothing worse than being with "Mr. Wrong" when "Mr. Right" walks thru the door."
Everything for a reason, and all in due time. Life is something we cannot force. We just have to live it the best that we can. Attitude is everything. I can sense the negative vibes in your post. It is human nature to be attracted to positive, confident, kind and caring people. Your light cannot shine under the bucket, my friend. When we project positive feelings, we will attract the same.
I have to agree, time to write a new chapter for your own life. One that is about your true authentic self. Time to lift yourself up, and please know we are here to support you.
Be well.