Good for you!! Taking out the trash is a great first step. Those so-called friends/drug buddies gotta go. Speaking of trash- you mentioned there was a lot of that at the facility you went to. I don't think you were an a-hole for saying that. But don't forget how those people probably got that way! It's the same road... just a little farther down. I have total faith that you can do this!! I hope you keep posting. This place is AMAZING and it's SO helpful to write on here and connect with others that get it.