Thanks, Anna. My home was pretty dysfunctional, as well. I attended an Employee Assistance Program training here at work this morning on the topic of trust. I thought it would be helpful since I don't trust anyone. They were talking about how trust and security are developed within the first 18 months of life and if you don't get it then, you will struggle with it forever. Thinking back, when I was 18 months old, my mother was more interested in canoodling with her then husband's best friend, as opposed to mothering her two children. Hmmmm. Interesting.