Heart of glass.. thank you, that was just what i needed to read right now, i just feel like this serves me right for leaving such a lovely kind honest man that i was with before. A turned my head and stopped me from trying, and ive never got over that. total guilt, you are right... that was a while a go now but i never can let it go.
i fell in love with my A, i do still love him now, i only worked out a few months ago that he was an A, and im at that stage where soon, i will tell him to go, although i love him more than i can say.
i guess my head is all over the place and i am thinking crazy thoughts!!
Thanks for taking the time so pass some sanity my way!