Wow Lost I cant believe its been 8 months already... Awesome and congrats.
Glad to see your going friday no matter what. I know I would regreat not going if it was me. I do the same thing with over anyalzing things . One that are completly out of my control and two way before they even happen. And most the time it is never as scary or bad as I make it in my silly head.
Have fun, and stay on the beam.