Morning. Im 30 days out from my last drink and losing the woman i thought i would be with forever.SHe had enough of my **** to. I woke up this morning and my first thought was how great it was that i would never lose anything else in my life again to alcohol. It put a smile on my face and in my soul. You can do this... Figure out a plan that works for you and stick with it.. it is going to be a ride, but not like the one your putting yourself on now.. A rollercoaster is only fun for so long..