I binged yesterday too. Not happy about it but it is what it is. Went to see a dear friend and we polished off many beers while we caught up and had a great time. Although this was one episode that turned out to be a "good" one, I know it was a fluke and my demon wants me to believe it will always be this way. Well, I'm smarter than that and I know how this rolls. So today, I'm aware and not beating myself up. This early in my recovery I know from reading all of the wonderful posts here that part of the battle is really just understanding our enemy. I do. I realize he is formidable and insidious. And I refuse to let him trick me by giving me one "good" drunk. I will not chase another. I'm on to the little devil
Today will be a sober day. Because I can
Have a fabulous sober weekend and don't dwell on yesterday. It is over and done, we can't go back and change it, so look forward with sober eyes and don't let your binge define what you do TODAY.
One day at a time...