so in love with an alcoholic. maybe i have a mental disorder
As my AH is in detox the 3rd time I can't help but wonder that this disease will indead kill him. He was so drunk on Thursday that my kids couldn't come home from my in laws bc he was all over the place it wouldn't be safe for them to be around him. While I've begun to get used to this behavior I will not expose my perfect innocent childen to his illness. I basically made him go back in detox. Btw he just finished 60 days inpatient and relasped 6 weeks later. Maybe my purpose in this world is to be the wife that tollerates thisinsanity. Feeling repulsed but completely in love
i hate my multiple feelings towards him