My story is the same too. I really love my ex boyfriend. It is hard as hell not to be with him. Yesterday I finally told him I couldn't do it anymore. We've been broken up for 2 months now, but I was still there for him. He was using me. He is in rehab right now. I was sending him things that I thought he would need or want. Movies, snacks, ect... He kept telling me exactly what it would take to make me stick around and have hope that once he got his recovery to a great start, that we would have a shot. He only has 9 days left of his 30 day rehab stay. I want to be there for him but I can't continue to hurt myself in the process. He knows he holds all the cards in our relationship. I need to take those cards back.