Wow. Think some part of me knew I needed to hear all that you guys have responded to.... And I truly appreciate the frankness. I Do recognize that every freakin time I thought I could "have a drag" of a cig, etc., it didn't stop there. I Need You Guys Big Time. This ain't gonna be easy....
And Dee, posting my previous comment helped A Lot! Geez! No, I don't want to feel guilty again, I don't want the hangover, et al. Ugh. Ok. Thank you!!