Thanks guys. I kow it is all just bull. I went for a workout and feel better. I always get these feelings and they go away. But my addiction always tells me it is the worst right now. That is pure bs. I am working towards the me that i always strive to be and I will not let that addiction ruin my life. I just get worried sometimes. I think it is paws the extreme anxiety because everyone i talked to that came off of suboxone at the dose i have said it gets way better after four months. I see a doctor and a therapist. My doctor has me on wellbutrin and my therapist wants me to go to aa, but i will not. Im going to wait another month on wellbutrin then may ask for a change. Its like im always emotional and before drugs i was never like that. Thats how i know its paws.