Originally Posted by
Ttal914 
Thanks guys vi still think alot of its PAWS. It is just an overall sense of nervousness about using. I still having trouble accepting the fact I am a drug addict. When i think about drugs and using them i get kind of angry with myself and then i get anxious.
These are all totally normal feelings. If I had to label myself, I'd rather be an addict in recovery & sober than an addict using...be proud of yourself
Deep breaths and focus on where you are NOW...not the past. All you got is NOW my friend.
I like to remember what I'm grateful for now when my head gets a little too noisey.
You're doing great
Big hugs