I woke up this morning with a really positive attitude.
I have realised that I was letting things slip a bit (little things like not doing any tai chi for about 2 weeks) and most probably because "not drinking" was becoming so much easier. I know I need to do a lot more than "not drink" and I am trying to explore a range of options including meditation. I think what got spooky was that I seem to be "treading water" while I try to find a set of longer term tools to get me through to the next level.
Apart from the odd 7 days here and 10 days there, the last time I had a really good opportunity like this was over 2 years ago so I know how important it is to not screw up (again).
Day 63