Hey everyone
Thanks so much to every one of you. There is a lot of positive energy here and, believe me, you have all been really influential on my future.
I am willing to try anything at this point but unfortunately AA is not really an option for me at the moment as I live abroad and the nearest english speaking AA meeting is a 6 hour drive.
I am interested in looking into AVRT as well. It is really good to see that the policy has changed here at SR because it seemed taboo about 2 years ago when I first looked in here.
The good news is that I am going to bed now, still sober, and tomorrow is another day. Thank you again for all your wise words. I hope I can help others as you have helped me.
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