Today instead of drinking, I turned and faced my fear of failure.
It's me second-guessing and catastrophising. I am undertaking a student placement and my co-ordinator met with my supervisor earlier. I felt really unwell this morning and didn't make it in. I've handed it over. It's easy to negatively forecast, but i've appropriately expressed my concerns with another staff member in the organisation about getting no instruction (even when trying to show initiative), no feedback, not even a greeting most mornings when i've said hello, him disappearing from the building and forgetting me on multiple occasions and dealing with the fact that he appears to have NO interest in supervising a student. It's easy to predict the worst as i'm well-versed in doing that and he could tell my co-ordinator i've been hiding under the desk the entire time for all I know 0_o It will work itself out and I can play my part-only where I
can and I acknowledge that
