I thank each of you and I do see what your saying I will view this now as aa learning experience and dig deeper inside myself. We are now NO contact the only way he is suppose to contact me is if something happens to one of our kids and he knows and I don't.
All of you are right about the position he knows that after I pay my bills I have $72.00 left for the entire month. I know if it had occurred I would have been sick after literally.
Leslie, Thank you for pointing out that there are some recovery good from this I didn't even see it that way I do now I suppose one of those strange wrapped gifts.
