Hi JoeysGirl,
Yes, I have been playing lots of head games with myself. I feel like I am justifying why I should help him in this instance. Like the other posters have said it could be that my son owed these two robbers for drugs?? IDK??? I do know that there have been a rash of robberies throughout the entire apartment complexes, it is an on going thing, it just goes with the territory.
The night these gunmen forced their way into the apartment I was on the phone with my son. I heard a commotion and then the called dropped.
He called back about 15 minutes later on another prepaid phone and was hysterical.
I guess there is a part of me that wants to perserve what wasn't taken from him. Heck they stole his laptop, playstation, wallet, cell phone etc...
I don't want to see the management put his stuff out on the front lawn and have more taken from him.
As you can see by the posts I am emotionally all over the map on this one!
Then I tell myself ...in this world, this wicked world....**** Happens!
and I start to link it back to his choice to live in the hood, his choice to do drugs, yadda, yadda, yadda.
Such a rollercoaster ride !!!