Originally Posted by
william1j 
They always say that when you are trying to control your drinking.....you are out of control.
Have you thought about going to Detox? After a few days in Detox, I think you will start to feel a lot better.
It is great to see that you are willing to go to AA. Recovery is in the Steps.The Steps are all about having a greater conscious contact with a Higher Power. Good luck
I don't have insurance so I am not sure if there is a place that will take me for free. The ONE good thing is each year for the past 10-15 years I've fasted and stopped drinking for several weeks a couple times a year which is THE ONLY REASON why I think my withdrawl symptoms are limited to sweating and my hand shaking and that is recent as this year.