Originally Posted by
hypochondriac 
You'll get told that in AA meetings and they're free
Also if you are trying to decide if you are an alcoholic just go to a few meetings and see how many times you end up nodding your head in agreement! x
NO! I know I am an alcoholic. I don't like to say it but I know it. I thought for a long time that I could moderate my drinking and I could control myself... If that is true it will be a very very very long time for now. And for once, I am not really sure that it is.
I had to do a drug and alcohol evaluation as a condition of my probation... two weeks ago... I drank a bottle of before I went... I lied on about every question they asked. He asked me a few questions, I told him the correct answers and he said I certainly didn't have a problem. I think he knew otherwise and may have suspected that I was drinking because when asked when I had my last drink I wrote with my last meal and he said lunch or dinner. I wrote that incase he smelled the alcohol and I looked him in his eye and said, oh with dinner.