I feel ya. At least you didn't get so bad that you didn't care anymore. I went to the same liquor store just about every day for a liter of vodka for nearly two years. I knew I was recognized but absolutely didn't care. Trouble is, that level of self-neglect spills over in to every aspect of life. Always was amazed at how clean my condo is and how well dressed I am when not in the throes of a 5 day binge.
