You have found this site. Use the resources. Do a lot of reading. You will find a lot of support here. I have only been here for about 6 days now and have found a lot of support and people going through the same as me. It helps to know you are NOT alone.
I know how you are feeling. The anger the hurt. It sucks! To think a loved one could do this. It is the addict not the person you feel in love with. The drugs are stronger then you!
Yep! I can not understand it either. I thought the love of my sons family would beat the drugs. After all he loves us we love him we can help him. Not if he doesn't want it.
It is hard to accept that our love can not cure them.