Originally Posted by soberbrooke

why do I stick around with my overweight, bald, middle aged personality disordered alcoholic husband? Somebody please tell me why, because I'm ready to scream. LOL - that is mine also - except he is a daily user of marijuana.

I have stayed for the kids, that is the only reason. I tried to make it work, and it wont. I just left him 1 1/2 months ago and it feels great. I am living in my own home, it is peaceful, serene, and clam. I know where everything is, because I put it there and after I use it, I put it back! Nothing is broken, and it stays organized. I have tried to change him since we were 28 and now we are 42 and I was still trying to change him. It just wont work. He wants to stay a little child and I am ready to grow up.
I am in a different and better consciousness now and no one or nothing can make me go back to that miserable state of consciousness I was in when I was drinking. I have 7 months and I am working my program to the best of my abilities.