I'm at the beach. Enjoying the sun and watching the surf. I'm realising how evolving and changing my sobriety process is. It's not an instant thing, I can't just give up alcohol and say I'm sober. One week I'll be feeling fine and dandy and then the insecurities that made me turn to alcohol come out. If I'm going to be sober. I need to face my anxiety and my faults head on.