Originally Posted by FindingErica

I'm right there in the trenches with you, worst summer of my life. I refuse to give up. Unlike your AH, you have chosen to fully engage in life, and here you are LIVING it, you are there for your son, your are standing on your two feet in control of your destiny. He is a coward who abandoned his family and lives life in a number out drug fog. Your life will get better in a real way as you get strong and determine what you want from life. He on the other hand may look great superficially but he has sold out for cheap easy come easy go relationships and lifestyle.