What an experience! Welcome to SR! I've been to Partial Hospitalization a couple of times for a little over 30 days and IOP. AA finally helped me get sober and is helping me continue sobriety along with medication, therapy and SR. Posting and reading here has made me feel so much a part of a community of sobriety. Especially sharing with people who are just starting out, people with a few months (four and a half for me) and people with years. I'll be on the look out for you on Intervention. I watch the show. I watched it while i was drinking heavily thinking i would never be someone with even 90 days. Well, look at us now! Keep your focus in the real world. It's fraught with dangers but there are choices for sobriety everywhere you turn. You just have to be aware of them. ;-)