Learn2Live-thanks for your message. I am highly skeptical of this newfound commitment too, and that is precisely why I am having a hard time right now. I am not struggling because I believe that everything is going to work out just fine now that my ABF is in detox. I lived the nightmare of repeated relapses with my alcoholic father.
What to do with all that skepticism and doubt and hope, right now, minute to minute, is what I am struggling with.
Focus on myself, is what people say, but that advice doesnt sink in for me. That's what I know I could use some help on.