((((djayr))))....
I'm so glad to hear you got out. I remember reading your posts in the fall.
I know that giddy-euphoric, "I'm free" feeling. I felt it too briefly... and then I remember feeling guilty for being happy about being free. Lots of emotions to feel... but I'm grateful to be in a safe place to feel them.
I too continue to love my XAH. I pray for him and am sad for his disease... but I'm grateful for having given up my front row seat.
Thanks for the update!