Originally Posted by
lizatola 
I really do have so much peace right now, it's wonderful!
Hold that thought in your head. That peace is so important. You have that peace because you are away from your AH. Try not to let the fact that you are getting along with him for 10 minutes a day on the phone draw you back in to hoping things can be that good all the time.
It has been said above, Costa Rica is going nowhere - you will have plenty of chances to spoil yourself in the future. Do you want to jeopardise your serenity for a 4 day trip with a man who makes you unhappy? Money can't buy the peace and serenity you will have at home while he is gone.
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